I should be getting ready to go out
but no question about it I'm sat here blogging oh i wonder why

Why is it that some people have some crazy fucked up dreams?
It confuses hell out of me how people can believe that all these impossibilities are going to be their future.
Least I call it impossible since none of them seem to make an effort to achieve their goals.
Fame isn't something you just one day wake up with, is it?
And how is that even a future, everybody knowing who you are?
how can you be known for having no talent?

It gets rather irritating when you're around people who are trying to fill you with all their dreams of such great things and how they reckon that's their futurue.

I have probably one friend who inspires me at the moment. He's studying to become a science teacher and he's proper intelligent. but not only that he has the most amazing funny personality to go along with that. I wish I could be like that. Well I know I can be if I study hard, which is what I'm going to do. When I spend time with him I'm just full of a million and one ideas that are all realistic and achievable. It's insane 'cos when I'm with me "best friends" I never get that, I'm just filled with their idea of reality which is pretty insane.

Anyway I best go get ready since I'm meeting Jason in 15 minutes and I'm no way ready

in abit

oh um if you wanna contact me
tw4t@live.com
myspace.com/_tw4t

I'm always on those :]

xxx